So yeah...
It's, like, my birthday today?!?!?!
If today is your birthday:
The trouble with your current circumstances is that a sense of defeatism has been implanted in your general psyche, in other words your attitude. Fortunately, that will soon be reversed with some good news that will rejuvenate your flagging spirits.
Translation: Things really suck, and your attitude could use an overhaul, but cheer up! things are getting better. Hurray!